Bebe,
This is the most convicting article about faith I’ve read on Medium. Fantastic job. I similarly don’t feel guilty being able to be a part of the body in different ways. But this time of in-betweenness also reminds me of the day and a half between the crucifixion and resurrection. Why didn’t Jesus just resurrect then and there at Calgary instead of in his grave? To be a follower of Christ, a Peter, Thomas, Mary Magdelene, or John on that Saturday must have been a time of hopeless despair.
Thank you.
Ryan